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2010-07-15T13:40:00.000+02:00

Yes.

Cocktails and Tapas

2010-07-08T21:44:00.024+02:00

Yesterday I went to my hometown-to-be Arnhem. Me and my friend Yiling met up with two friends who live near Arnhem. We first went to this Chinese restaurant Kwong Chow. I don't have any pictures of the food over there but I can tell you it was delish as always! I used to go there all the time with my family but since I'm living in the South.. not so much. They have the best Peking duck in the world. Though I'm not that fond of Peking duck, it's still good! And thanks to my mom I had to walk the entire day with half of a Peking duck because she wanted some for home LOL.

So we sat there and talked for I think about 2-3 hours. We didn't plan anything for throughout the day so we just decided to go to the city. There was this place called Habana and it looked very cozy. We got a terrace and drank some cocktails. I don't drink alcohol so my Pinar del Rio was more of a smoothie with strawberries and some other fruity juices.

My Pinar del Rio. Wearing Catrice's 240 Sold Out Forever.

After our lunch at Kwong Chow we suddenly got the urge to order some food again. This time tapas. It was so good! This was actually my very first tapas dinner. Definitely going back there again. Here are some more pictures.

Cosmopolitan
Mojito
Strawberry Daiquiri

Tapas

So basically what we did the whole day was eating, talking and sitting.

88 Matte palette

2010-07-08T21:33:00.008+02:00

Bro came back from 7 weeks of Italy and didn't bring me a souvenir LOL. So nice of him he'd still get me a present. Lately I've been really in to beauty stuff and tutorials. So I choose for the 88 matte palette. Can't wait to have it in my hands and experiment with it! :)

My first video

2010-06-30T16:59:00.005+02:00

So yesterday I decided to make a short video for my school project. It's a project about sustainability. As you can see in the video I designed a sort of a bookcase that has a desktop and 4 chairs in it. I designed this piece of furniture because it will save a lot of space in any kind room. You can use the other side of the wall as a big screen to play movies or presentations on. I haven't really worked out with which materials I want to work with, but it has to be some kind of wood that has a FCS mark. This is just a pre-design.

Wish me good luck with my presentation...

Hospitals

2010-06-07T21:46:00.007+02:00

Today I went to the hospital with my mom 'cause she had an appointment to exam her intestine. I've never liked hospitals. I don't know exactly why but I don't think I'm the only one who feels this way about hospitals. So I went inside with my mom and as soon as they injected the drug she was gone. They were putting this tube through her throat to exam her intestine. The tube had this little camera on it and I just couldn't watch it. The worst part was when she started gagging the whole time (!). Not something I'd like to experience again. Pretty scary that she didn't remember any of it AT ALL.

I'm writing about this because it was the second time that I stood by my parent in the hospital. The first time was with my dad and not to get emotional AGAIN.. I did felt the need to cry. I missed him very much at that moment, cause I remembered me and him having some quality time with each other when we were together for his exam and also if he was still here he'd be standing by her side instead of me.

Pinkpop 2010

2010-05-30T14:08:00.017+02:00

So yesterday I went to a festival called Pinkpop. Three full days of partying, drinking and what not. I've been there before in 2007 for two days but this year I only went for the day that JOHN MAYER was playing. But it felt good to be back after 3 years. I don't care what you think about him but he was indescribable.

He played from 7:30 till 8:30 pm. I immediately went to the stage where he was playing when the other band was done. We stood there for one hour waiting before he actually came out. Longest hour in my entire life. My goal was to stand in front but it was impossible to get through all those people. I think I stood in the 25th row or something, but still I could see him very detailed lol.

7:29:55 - 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. and there he was. I could CRY. I think I died at that moment and went to heaven. If that's what heaven feels like. I was screaming my heart out when he came out. One of the best days of my life. Jammin every song. There was this annoying girl in front of me that was slappin me with her muhfuckin ponytail though. He played a few from his Continuum album and a few from his new album Battle Studies. He ended with 'Gravity' and it was goohooood. Everybody laughed and went crazy when he suddenly got on the ground with his guitar and doing his amazing guitar solo.

And after that it was over. That probably was THE shortest hour in my life. Felt like I was standing for 10 minutes. Everybody was yelling 'WE WANT MORE, WE WANT MORE' in the end. Unfortunately he didn't came back. BUT Green Day on the other hand...

Green Day was the last band to perform that Saturday on Pinkpop. I've liked Green Day but I've never been a real fan. But that totally changed after last night. The singer grabbed like 3 people out of the audience and let them sing. There were a LOT of fireworks and I've thought for like 4 times they were done, but the band got back EVERY TIME. Too funny, cause everybody was like 'WTF?! They're still not done?' after the 2nd time they got back. Greenday fans were lucky, they played for 2,5 hours.

I also saw the Swedish band Mando Diao, the Dutch band Moke, another Dutch band Destine, 5 minutes of Caro Emerald and Ryan Shaw. I didn't know who Ryan Shaw was but he was good. I loved that he dedicated Man In the Mirror to Michael Jackson. I think everybody was touched by that.

Didn't take a lot of pics cause my iPhone camera is crap. Brother took my Canon to Italy...

You missed this:

Proud

2010-05-22T21:45:00.005+02:00

Today, my mom and I went to do some groceries. While she was driving we talked a bit about my father, how he has been already almost 3 years gone. I still can't believe how we got through those 3 years. It was an emotional conversation even though it had only like 10 lines, but it was nice to talk about it. Mom said she was proud of herself for hanging on and it felt as she finally was ready to admit it. I had to block my tears. I wanted to tell her that dad probably would be proud of her too, but I didn't cause that wouldn't block my tears anymore lol.

Just sayin' I'm proud of her too.
And I still miss you everyday.

3 Days at the Hague

2010-05-15T14:33:00.020+02:00

The passed three days I've been at the Hague visiting my preggo sister. We made lots of delish food and had so much fun! It was a coincidence that her boyfriend was chillin with his own friends, so we had the house for ourselves the whole weekend.

We made two Jamie Oliver dishes. A dish called Wild Rocket and Chilli Spaghetti and another dish Pea Fritata. I'd prefer the Pea Fritata dish because the other one had ansjofish and rucola as main ingredients. I don't like the combination of fish and spaghetti. Rucola just doesn't taste good in my mouth lol. Though my sis couldn't get enough of it. Pea Fritata is a dish with just some eggs, peas, chili peppers, goat cheese and mint. It's so easy to make and perfect for lunch or breakfast.

My sis also made a risotto dish with a €16(!) biofriendly chicken. Here some pictures of the dishes and cakes.

Wild Rocket and Chilli Spaghetti

Risotto with chicken and courgette

Homemade little chocolate pies with chocolate ice cream on top as dessert

My cake

On my last night, we put on a mud mask and we're also planning to go to a spa. Can't wait! And on my last day at the Hague, me and Chungmei (sis) decided to go to the city and go for a lil shopping spree. I bought a cute skirt with flowerprint on it. I also bought two nailpolishes but that wasn't during this shopping spree lol. After that we had some dinner at Vapiano. An Italian restaurant that serves pizza's and pasta's. We got one pizza and one pasta carbonara dish and we both shared them lol.

Last but not least.. on my way home in the train I saw this chinese middle aged guy getting a seat in my sight when I'd look to the right. His jacket or vest or whatever it was, he took it off. I suddenly see him doing some weird movements near his pee-pee with his jacket used as a blanket over it. I didn't think it was THAT weird but a few minutes later... his jacket ain't blanket anymore and that was the moment I saw him jerking himself off. I've never been so grossed out in my entire life. I seriously felt the need to puke and everytime I think about it (not that I want to jeeeezz..) my stomach turns. No idea what the guy was thinking.. GROSS GROSS GROSS. I mean c'mon....

This little trip also made me realize I belong to the city. Well not only this trip, actually everytime I'm in a big city. I feel home and I'm so tired and done with my town but that's just something I'm gonna have to wait for a while, but it WILL happen. I'll make it happen.

MacBook Pro

2010-05-09T17:28:00.007+02:00

Yesterday my mom got me my MacBook Pro 15". It's my late 18th birthday gift but I don't care. I'm in LOVE with it. I have to admit, Apple products are pricy, but I think it's worth the money. It's surprisingly quick with installing other programs I used to use on Microsoft Windows. The sound quality could be better because you can't really feel the music like on a normal computer with good speakers. I personally thought the 13" was just a BIT too small so that's why I choose 15" and 17" is waaay too big to carry around. I also love how the MacOS X system works, you just have to play with it for a day or 2 or maybe even just one day and you'll know exactly how it works. This is how I experienced my MacBook on the second day lol, but I'm sure it will continue like this for a while. Oh, and I LOVE the fact that it automatically has Helvetica, my favorite font ever. Bye Arial.

Oh and it's Mother's Day! I love you, for everything you've done and still doing for us. I didn't get her a present but yesterday while we were on our QUICK shopping spree of 30 minutes or something, she saw a pair of shoes she really wanted. She thought it was a bit too pricy but I was like.. "Hey, you know what? I didn't get you a Mother's Day present. See it as your gift from me LOL". It helped and she bought them. She'll never read this lol.

We got these two chocolate hearts from two random guys (I think they were gay? 'Cause they were wearing a hat with hotpink decorations on it.) Not that it matters ;)

Pregnant

2010-04-12T16:11:00.009+02:00

No not me. My sister Chungmei is expecting her first little baby GIRL with her boyfriend. In about 3 months I'm going to be an aunty and I can't wait to meet my little niece. After 6 months she finally gave me permission to tell the outerworld about it. I wanted to tweet it as soon I heard the great news but she wasn't ready to let everybody know yet. So there you go :)

Read her own story here: Café de Liefde (Dutch)

Keep breathing

2010-03-23T21:49:00.008+01:00

Song: Ingrid Michaelson - Keep Breathing

Laura Izibor

2010-03-22T20:38:00.012+01:00

NYCPP

2010-03-22T19:21:00.004+01:00

New York City Polaroid Project I love this and someone get me a polaroid asap!

birthday presents

2010-03-22T16:57:00.014+01:00

The other day I got some presents for my 18th birthday. I got them from two lovely girlfriends and they both knew I was totally seeking for some new nail polishes haha! I got a Herôme french manicure set and 5 other nail polishes;

O.P.I - Canberra't Without You
O.P.I - Gargantuan Green Grape
Hema - Wetlook (white)
Hema - Dark Blue
Beyu - 093 Hot Pink

At first I thought it would be like a hell with the French manicure set but I tried it and it was so easy! I'll put pictures up as soon as I'm going to French up my nails again.

These are actually my first O.P.I's. My friend knew how much I loved Chanel's Jade (minty colour) and since you can't purchase it in Europe she got me the Green Grape instead. I'm wearing the nude one from O.P.I right now and I love it! Too bad you have to use two layers before it actually covers your nails. And don't forget to use a top coat. I used Herôme's.

18th birthday!

2010-03-17T17:37:00.016+01:00

Bro got me my first present:

And two customers of our snackbar gave me this card:
It says 'You're great!' in Dutch. Too funny!

And mom promised me a MacBook :)

new shirt

2010-03-12T23:32:00.005+01:00

It's cute with a blazer and my black jazzy shoes. It says 'The Stories of Red Lips' but I have no idea who that woman is. She reminds me of Dear John's Amanda Seyfried though... And yes I am cheap. It was only 9,95€ at H and M.

minds

2010-03-12T23:25:00.002+01:00

finally the time has come...

2010-03-05T19:35:00.003+01:00

That I'm actually going to see John Mayer. I've been waiting for ages for this to happen :) CAN'T WAIT! PS: If you're also attending Pinkpop 2010 and you see some chinese gal yelling, screaming and crying... it's probably me.

chocolate fondue

2010-02-28T20:51:00.007+01:00

Me and my girlfriends made a chocolate fondue last night. It was delish! Too bad everybody was full and got sick after 3 pieces of fruit with chocolate ;) We still pushed ourselves to eat it though LOL. After that we watched some porn (don't ask :D) and we stayed up till 04:30. #nowplaying craig david - awkward

friday i bought

2010-02-15T13:57:00.005+01:00

these babies:

and the best part: I only paid 24,50€ for everything.

song of the day

2010-01-15T21:45:00.002+01:00

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?

I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone

Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try

I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone

Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby

I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone

new years resolutions

2010-01-02T16:57:00.003+01:00

I personally don´t believe in new years resolutions, but I still think this website is worth taking a look at & maybe even do them!

hong bao

2010-01-01T18:39:00.003+01:00

So there's this Chinese tradition that if you're married you have to give your family HONG BAO on new years eve. It literally means 'red package'. Basically people put money in it and give it away to relatives and it also says good luck.

My mom totally forgot that it was already 00:00 2010. I gave her a hug and told her happy new year, AND where's my hong bao?! She forgot, but she left it on my desk this morning :)

Do you guys have any traditions on new years eve? Tell meeee! ;)

happy new year!

2009-12-31T20:29:00.003+01:00

I wish all of you a HEALTHY and HAPPY 2010! Can't believe how quick this year went. I actually say this each year near the end lol but still. Also one of my new years resolutions: I need to put more useless stuff that no one ever reads on this blog! And I mean daily stuff.

Two years have already passed since you left us dad and there hasn't been one single day that I didn't miss or thought of you.

life lessons

2009-12-05T23:21:00.002+01:00

1. Stop apologizing for things you didn't do.
2. Become an optimist whilst retaining your pessimistic outlook.
3. Be free.
4. When you're stuck in a goldfish bowl, break out. Pull a nemo. Play dead. Get flushed.
5. Stop drooling, start licking.
6. Give up cappuccinos, drink more lattes.
7. Learn to say "I love you" more often. It feels good. Really good.
8. Don't forget, it's ok to be moody sometimes.
9. Yes, when he asks you in for coffee you should say yes.
10. Become the person you want to be.
11. Just let go.
12. Learn to take a compliment, even if it's not the one you want to hear.
12. Be sure not to get run over by an ice cream truck.
13. Remember love doesn't find you on its own.
14. Your story doesn't always need a beginning before the end.
15. Admit your weakness to no one.
16. There's always someone left to blame.
17. Learn the art of selective hearing.
18. Don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something more.
19. Nobody knows your limits better than you do, but every once in a while somebody will question all you know and they will push for you for the better.
20. Take a chance.
21. Wear your I ♥ Britney badge with pride.
22. Just for a minute, forget about what's coming tomorrow.
23. Everything obvious has been invented; Think outside the box.
24. "We're so fairytale it makes people sick."
25. Sometimes a thank you isn't enough
26. Forgive but don't forget.
27. Chase the rain.
28. Don't let an invitation become an invasion.
29. Sometimes running is the only way to fight your fears.
30. Make dreams happen now.
31. Don't waste another second, please?
32. Buy your pumpkins early.
33. Discover the person you are before you find the person you need to be.
34. Stop losing things, it costs.
35. Defend your friends.
36. Become your own Buffy; Fight your demons.
37. It is NOT enough.
38. Feel the freedom, even if it is a lie.
39. Get your things and lose your way.
40. You are what you make of yourself.
41. Hold onto something good and don't let go.
42. Don't try and fix what isn't broken.
43. Learn something new. Teach something old.
44. Don't believe a promise that can only be broken.
45. Don't let yourself be somebody's priority if they are only your choice.
46. Open your eyes or ignore what matters most.
47. Time machines don't exist.
48. Let go of the parts of life you honestly don't want.
49. Learn to walk away.
50. Some of the most wonderful people are the ones who don't fit into boxes.
51. Erasing yourself from somebody's life is not as simple as walking out the door.
52. We spend too long thinking about tomorrow when we could be learning from the yesterday we wanted to be today.
53. Let your heart defy your logic.
54. From now on, everyday will be the most important day.
55. We are all equal in the evil and beauty we are capable of producing.
56. It's ok to feel even the tiniest bit of fear.
57. Do what you love and love what you do.

this is it

2009-11-17T20:15:00.005+01:00

Saw it yesterday with lots of mixed feelings but most of all sadness. I still can't believe we lost such a talented man. If only we showed him this much love while he was still alive. This Is It was incredible, sensational, extraordinary. Glad it's still in theaters. Wouldn't miss it for the world! You are missed King Of Pop.

work it

2009-11-14T19:32:00.002+01:00

john mayer - battle studies out today!

2009-11-13T23:58:00.006+01:00

I'm a bad bad fan. I just downloaded JM's new album Battle Studies and I must say. He got me again. And the cover's just hot or maybe a tad gay? Lol, no hate over here!

Half Of My Heart (feat. T-Swifty)

i'm lovin this site

2009-11-13T23:50:00.003+01:00

Learn Something Every Day RSS Feed to them and you will indeed learn something every day! They should pay me for putting this on my blog. Speaking of.. is it me or am I always advertising for other websites? sigh.

useful or beautiful

2009-11-11T21:18:00.001+01:00

abused defenition of soulmates

2009-11-08T16:18:00.000+01:00

Someone posted this bulletin on MySpace:

So often, I hear from people:
"I think the reason it's so hard for me to get over this guy/girl is because I seriously believed that he/she was my soul mate."

Well, he/she probably was. Your problem is you don't understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can't let this one go. It's over. Their purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of that relationship that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was their job, and they did great, but now it's over. Problem is, you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life. You're like a dog at the dump, baby - you're just lickin' at an empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So just drop it.

29 october

2009-10-29T16:50:00.007+01:00

In memoriam: My dearest father who left us today exactly 2 years ago.
11:34 - I miss you. It's not waves, it's all the time.

lesson learned

2009-10-28T20:42:00.000+01:00

i love this more than mj's actual rock with you

2009-10-27T22:59:00.000+01:00

So good.

the opposite of FML

2009-10-27T22:51:00.005+01:00

GivesMeHope I'm falling in love with this website. The most beautiful stories are in the category 'True Love'. GMH that true love truely still exists. A few good ones:

A few days ago, I saw graffiti in our school bathroom. Etched into one of the doors was "Does love exist?" The rest of the door was covered in answers. Every single one said "Yes" I never thought that vandalism could GMH.

Today, me and my friend stuck 'you are beautiful' post-its around town. A man passed one, smiled, picked it up and gave it to his wife. GMH.

I woke up one morning to hear the birds outside my window and my mother cooking breakfast downstairs. I've never cried so much in my entire life. I had been deaf since the age of 8. GMH.

My grandparents divorced when my dad was a teenager. 30 years later my grandmother was dying of lung cancer. For the six months before she died, my grandfather drove across the city everyday to sit with her. I saw them fall in love all over again. It GMH.

I had a stuffed toy that my mom gave me when I was 6. It got lost in storage just after my mom died. My wife found it on ebay and gave it to me on my birthday. I cried so much. I couldn't believe it! Her thoughtfulness and love GMH!

I was diagnosed with a severe mental disease about a year ago. My boyfriend has put up with all of my paranoia, anger and odd things that I do. When i told him he should leave me because it wasn't fair to him, he said, "If i can't take you at your worst then i don't deserve you at your best." His unconditional love GMH.

My father was diagnosed with cancer and passed away 4 years ago. Recently, I stopped by his online blog. I found out my son had been leaving him comments, saying things like how he missed him, and how he is studying hard in school, and that he would study hard to find a cure to cancer so that people wont miss their grandfather like he does. GMH

get these nao

2009-10-01T13:00:00.004+02:00

Just sayin.

they see me rollin

2009-09-11T00:19:00.002+02:00

are you?

2009-09-10T23:00:00.003+02:00

another reason to love john mayer

2009-09-10T22:49:00.003+02:00

Mayer tweets about the rumors that he and Kristin Cavallari have been hooking up for the past 2 years.

"Rumor control: How do I put this like a gentleman…I have never high fived Kristin Cavalari with my penis."

"I'm sure she's a wonderful gal but we have never tasted the Skittles Rainbow together."

"My Milli has never slam danced with her Vanilli."

"I have never Bensoned her Hedges, nor have I attempted to Bartle her James."

This totally made my day for some reason.
Tweet me here.

dallas green

2009-09-06T17:31:00.011+02:00

The other day my friend mentioned Dallas Green. I used to be a fan (well not actually 'used'. I still love their music) of the band Alexisonfire but I never knew any of the names of the band members. I'm sucha hardcore fan LOL. not. So this Dallas Green, leadsinger of Alexisonfire has his own side project "City and Colour". It's actually just Dallas accompanied by other musicians.

I've only heard "Hello, I'm in Delaware" yet. It's an acoustic song and if you know me, you might know that Ima real sucka for acoustics. I've read that this song gives people who've lost their loved ones strength. Personally I love the chorus the most.

Listen here:

So there goes my life,
Passing by with every exit sign.
It's been so long,
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.
No sleep tonight,
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines.
And as the moon fades,
One moment gone, only twenty more days.

But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.

And there goes my life,
Passing by with every departing flight.
And its been so hard,
So much time so far apart.
And she walks the night.
How many hearts will die tonight?
And will things have changed?
I guess I'll find out in seventeen days.

But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.

My body aches,
And it hurts to sing.
No one is moving.
And I wish that I weren't here tonight,
But this is my life.

Chorus 1x

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

wordboner

2009-09-06T16:07:00.005+02:00

Get more of these at Wordboner. By the way, if you're an iPhone or iTouch user download the 51 free wallpapers from Wordboner! Just type "iPhone" in the search section and it'll lead you to the download link.

I'm advertising for other websites on my blog lol. But I still think you should keep reading my stuff though. Just sayin...

idealist

2009-08-04T14:38:00.004+02:00

Thanks to Icanread & Bring on the rain

tumblr & life ultra

2009-08-04T01:05:00.005+02:00

So today I started this other blog on Tumblr.com. Basically... it's Twitter, Google Reader and Blogspot combined with each other. You can either follow other Tumbleloggers, reblog posts you like and or post something by yourself. I love the themes they have and it amazes me that it's easy as hell. Make one! You'll like it if you're a blogger, twitterer and or google readerer ;). I won't be posting all the same stuff on Tumblr and Blogspot though. So be sure you'll be following me!

I found out about it thru Ouxu (sis) and Cye's LIFE ULTRA . The website is about improving your life in a month. Each day they will be posting a new assignment for you to do. So that means 30 assignments to improve your life. And now get your butt out of that chair and join us! We're all in this together.

"As perfect as we are, we do have our daily struggles so we created this site to keep track of the improvements in our life and we want everyone to join in on the fun!" - Cye & Ouxu

life is beautiful, is you choose it to be.

2009-08-02T18:41:00.003+02:00

amazing michael jackson medley as a tribute

2009-08-02T00:30:00.001+02:00

i still remember this like it was yesterday

2009-08-01T23:07:00.004+02:00

With my mum, bro and Kyung.

Me with Kyung.

pete philly & perquisite

2009-07-29T17:06:00.004+02:00

Listen here. I'm in love. My sis has worked with them when they were shooting the video of "Mellow" feat. Senna. Check out the pictures!

one of my favorite songs at the moment

2009-07-29T01:09:00.001+02:00

Lifehouse - You and Me

i love this

2009-07-26T18:25:00.003+02:00

"McDreamy was doing the McNasty with McHottie? That McBastard!" George O'Malley on Grey's Anatomy. Too bad he's leaving. And in case you don't watch GA. From now on, find a way to watch it.

fml #1

2009-07-26T14:58:00.003+02:00

The day before yesterday, I was waiting for the bus. Suddenly I heard this creepy guy out of nowhere talking to himself walking towards me. I didn't want to seem shocked but I was. Trust me you would to. He literally had his head on his shoulder and his back was like Quasimodo's but worse. I walked away and didn't think he'd come after me again. BUT he did. This normal guy also waiting for the bus was laughing with or at me. Great. Finally the bus came and I sat near the end of the bus. The creep was obviously a bit disabled so I thought he'd sit in front. After a few horrifying seconds waiting for him to get on the bus... he slowly walked AGAIN towards me. He almost sat next to me before I went away to sit in front. Oh did I mention he smelled like shit & pee? Another reason why I left for another seat. FML

stay posi tive

2009-07-22T14:28:00.005+02:00

The day after Sjors' graduationparty I saw Mitchell Davis' new video. I immediately noticed Wesley and Mitchell Davis had the same shirt on lol. Coincidence? By the way, I want one.

19:17

2009-07-21T19:18:00.002+02:00

monsieur nov

2009-07-16T14:12:00.004+02:00

I am so glad my sis had an Uber blog and wrote something about Monsieur Nov. My ears instantly fell in love with his voice. You can't deny he's good. Just listen to his song "Trop Fresh". You'll probably need his whole album after this! Ask me if you want his whole album "Sans Dessus de Soul".

faith

2009-07-14T15:36:00.010+02:00

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google reader

2009-07-08T22:04:00.005+02:00

I just started with Google Reader and it's actually quite fun. It's basically sharing blogposts you like from other people and put them on your page. I really have to stop signing up for social network websites!

Click here to view my page.

michael's memorial service

2009-07-07T22:13:00.010+02:00

So... I just saw the entire memorial service for our King Of Pop. And still I cannot believe he is gone. There's a chance of you getting tired about me rambling on AND on about this but I really don't give a shhh. I never thought I'd cry during the "show" because as I said in a post earlier I've never been a fan. But since he died, he has become one of my favorite artists ever. My tears already started running when Mariah Carey sang "I'll Be There" and it only became much worse after that. Brooke Shields speech broke my heart. She's such a strong woman for not crying on stage. But the fact that she had so much fun with MJ partly made me laugh also. "What's up with the glove Michael?" - "Smile, even though your heart is aching."

I've watched every part of Private Home Movies Of Michael Jackson on YouTube and it's devastating to actually see he's just a normal person who just wanted to help others and have fun. I loved the part when his friends act like normal people in a store so he could shop "normally" by himself. They closed the whole store for him to let him feel a bit like a normal person. I will never forget the moment that I saw Paris Jackson speak out in public. I totally burst into tears when I heard her say her daddy was the best daddy in the world. It made me think so much about my dad who was my best daddy in the world and I really hope that his kids Prince, Paris and Blanket will find a place in their hearts to let this rest and have peace with it. Media and tabloids should stop spreading more shit then they already have and just let the guy rest in peace. That's all I'm saying.

"Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul." - Marilyn Monroe

2009-07-07T15:10:00.003+02:00

ps: I just bought a shirt with Marilyn on it.

just wanted you to know

2009-07-07T13:14:00.003+02:00

that I bought these a few days ago.

get inspired

2009-07-03T14:11:00.006+02:00

Be thankful for what you have.

More information on LifeWithoutLimbs

jamie foxx and ne-yo tribute to MJ

2009-06-29T20:25:00.004+02:00

This is so beautiful and props to Janet for showing how strong she is during her speach.

just say it

2009-06-29T16:43:00.012+02:00

Wyclef Jeans tweet "So as I write to you I ask who is your Michael Jackson? are you gonna wait for he or she to die before telling them that they are Great!" inspired me. I could not believe what I was hearing, I had to watch the news twice before I could realize what the news guy was saying. I was shocked because I knew how important he was in the music industry. Michael is gone. I checked everything about him on the internet and it was true. The Elvis of our time isn't anymore.

I don't get why we didn't all tell MJ he was great while he was still alive? I hate hypocrits who used to say Jackson was a pedophile and now saying he's the King Of Pop and they will miss him and stuff. It's such bull. I'm not saying I'm a die hard fan, infact I wasn't a fan at all. I never listened to his music but somehow now he's gone I've learned to appreciate his music and how amazing he was.

I never believed Michael was a child molester. It's all of because the media that blew everything up as always in Michaels life. They've never treated him as a human, but as a product. I feel sad for his family and all his fans that supported him through everything. Now he's on the other side you can see what kind of influence he had on people. I've been searching for his interviews and I truly think he is one of a kind. I regret that I didn't listen to his music before he went, but atleast his music will live forever. And so will his legacy and soul. May you rest in peace Michael Joseph Jackson. You deserved it. You will be missed but never forgotten.

I just really needed to get this off my chest because I've been thinking about this ever since he died. Also I regret that I never told my dad (he died due to cancer) that I loved him very much and will be missing him everyday. I still don't know why I didn't say anything. Probably because I was too scared and I'd start crying the minute the words came out. And so my message to you is to not wait to tell your loved one(s) that they're great. Just tell them because you never know if tomorrow's still there.

A tribute to MJ from The Game feat. Chris Brown, P Diddy, Polow Da Don, Mario Winans, Usher & Boyz II Men

may he rest in peace

2009-06-26T14:22:00.002+02:00

Michael Jackson 1958-2009. Hours later and I still can't believe it. The King Of Pop has left us. But will never be forgotten. A legend he is and will be. Forever. My thoughts go out to his family, 3 kids and all of his fans.

rooney never gets old

2009-06-14T20:03:00.010+02:00

Trivia: The lead singer (Robert Schwartzman) is actually the guy who played Michael Moscovitz on The Princess Diaries (2001).

sunny side up

2009-06-14T19:17:00.017+02:00

Paolo Nutini's second album. His music's so relaxing and beautiful. Though it isn't as good as his first album "These Streets", his voice is always capable of making it all good. I've seen him live once on Pinkpop 2007. And I really reallyyy regret the fact that I didn't kick everyone out the way to stand in front but oh well, next time I definitely will. My absolute favorite song of "Sunny Side Up" is "Candy". Plus he's totally gorgeous and the accent completes it.

fml

2009-06-06T21:35:00.006+02:00

Fuck My Life. Everbody has these moments where they wish they could sink into the ground right? Well here's your chance to share these shitty moments with other people having the same shitty moments or even worse. On FML people basically tell their most shitty moments that ruined their day in a few sentences. They always start with "Today" and end with FML. It's so funny! Especially the category "Sex", can't believe people actually went through all that stuff lol. I agree, their lives are fucked. A few good ones:

Today, my girlfriend told me she wanted me to be her first and her last... with plenty of people in between. FML

Today, I saw the following message on my Facebook News Feed: "Morning Sex: [My mom] and [My dad] are fans. Click here to Join" FML

Today, I was hanging out with a few of my friends, including an old ex-girlfriend and her current boyfriend of 5 years. When my ex, whose virginity I had taken years earlier, mentioned, "I had the iPhone first," without thinking, I immediately responded, "Well, I had YOU first." FML

Today, I texted my boyfriend of 6 months saying that I was in the mood, and that I was in bed, and naked. He texted back saying "U got fingers, use them, im going to bed xoxo". FML

Today, my girlfriend broke up with me. She gave me back the band new box of 12 condoms that I had bought and left at her house. There were 8 left and I wasn't the one who opened them. FML

Watch this funny video of Shane Dawson about FML: (I actually found out about FML through him!)

this is why i have to go to NYC

2009-05-31T16:09:00.002+02:00

James van der Beek (Dawson's Creek): "I love New York City. Everyone is busy with their own lives - and no one is interested in some Hollywood celebrity walking past in downtown Manhattan.Thats why it's my favorite city. You can do what you want without attracting a crowd of curious onlookers".

hot pictures, hot song

2009-05-23T22:48:00.002+02:00

most beautiful love letter

2009-05-22T22:26:00.005+02:00

Seriously, this letter almost made me cry. Unfortunately no one knows what happend to the woman with child. More information: Without Wax blog

an album to remember

2009-05-22T00:23:00.007+02:00

I love ADTR. I already liked their 2nd album 'For Those Who Have Heart' but the third album is even better I must say! I think Jeremy McKinnon (lead singer of the non-screaming parts lol) has one of the best voices I've ever heard. Album cover is hot too.

Beautiful acoustic song "If It Means A Lot To You"

One of my favorites "The Downfall Of Us All"

try to stop your waterworks...

2009-05-17T21:08:00.007+02:00

If you haven't watched season 5 yet, do NOT read further or any of my latest Grey's Anatomy posts. ***They contain all kinds of spoilers!***

Alex: Please.
Izzie: Alex.
Alex: Look, you went crazy. When Denny signed that DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) you went crazy. Is that what you want? You want me cutting LVAD's?
Izzie: No.
Alex: You wanna wreck my career? 'Cause I will, I will freakin' cut LVAD's before I let you... just... just WAIT! STOP! You don't get to quit. You don't get to quit on me. Please! Tear it up! The DNR, tear it up! (crying)
Izzie: Where your eyes are supposed to be right now, I see white sandy beaches. And there's an ocean behind your head, and there are ghosts wandering in and out. I can't live like this, and I cant live if something goes wrong in that surgery I don't want any extraordinary measures taken to keep me alive. It's not what I want. I went crazy when Denny signed the DNR because I didn't understand. I didn't understand but now I do, and I need you to understand. I don't want you to go crazy, I want you to have a brilliant career, and I hope that I get to be here for that. But, if I can't I just wanna go to the other side. I don't know what's there but it's gotta be better than hospital beds and tubes down my throat. So please, please don't cut LVAD's. Just if it comes down to it, just let me go. And right now, kiss me. Please, please just kiss me and close your eyes because the beach is so distracting.
Alex: (crying) Alright. (kisses her)

endings quote grey's final

2009-05-17T21:02:00.002+02:00

Meredith Grey: "Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around; Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow."

grey's anatomy season 5 final

2009-05-16T22:28:00.015+02:00

Oh my, can't explain in words how wonderful Grey's Anatomy is, but unfortunately I hate the fact that George or Izzy might be leaving Grey's. Seriously, how can Shonda Rhimes cut 2 main characters off the show?

Shonda Rhimes is happy about the fact that Jessica Capshaw (Arizona) is playing in Grey's but I don't think she adds anything to the show. Hahn fits way better in Grey's then Arizona.

Most of the fans think the Post-It marriage was lame. I on the other hand thought it was actually cute. Didn't think MerDer would've gotten a big wedding anyway.

Season 5 made me cry my ass off. GA is like the only tv show that can make me emotional as hell! The fact that I have to wait till September to see what happens next is killing me. REALLY hoping they'll come up with some miracle to keep O'Malley and Stevens! Hmm how am I going to survive this?

carolina liar

2009-05-13T20:44:00.004+02:00

Carolina Liar is a rock band from South Carolina (USA) with lead singer Chad Wolf. Their debut album Coming To Terms came out in 2008 and the band is quite popular in tv shows like Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I heard 'Beautiful World' in an episode of GG and I had to know which band it was! Their song 'It's Not Over' was featured near the end in 2008's What Happens in Vegas starting with Ashton Kutcher and Cameron Diaz.

Go to their MySpace page to listen a few of their songs! Beautiful World is my favorite but it's not on YouTube, go download or buy lolol.

nasi à la ting

2009-05-10T20:48:00.011+02:00

I love home made nasi. I know it probably has a lot of carbs in it but I don't care. But the stuff I put in is kinda healthy I guess lol. Trying to convince myself it's a healthy meal but I don't think it really is haha. I like to make it and it's easy as hell! Don't mind the quality I made it with my iPhone. I'll make the pictures with my Canon in the future... I'm such a lazy ass.

Ingredients: (figure out yourself how much lol)
rice ofcourse
cucumber
tomatoes
ham
egg
leek

Add salt/pepper/sugar for some flavour, some garlic and red union will do as well but it's not necessary. It tasts the best when you slice everything in tiny pieces. It may sound disgusting rice+cucumber lol, but I think it's delish!

closet cooking

2009-05-10T19:35:00.011+02:00

If you enjoy cooking as much as I do, you should definitely check out this blog: Closet Cooking. His food makes me drool all over my laptop lolol! I'm gonna try to make a few of his dishes! Hmmm.
To be continued! ;)

Doesn't this Japanese pancake Okonomiyaki makes you want to eat your monitor? (I seriously had to go back to Closet Cooking for like 3 times to write Okonomiyaki correctly!)

mr big will be back

2009-05-05T00:37:00.007+02:00

Yeah yeah, Chris Noth signed for the sequel of Sex and the City the Movie. We know. I read it on a website but the weird thing is that this picture came with the article.

As a non-SATC-fan you might think: 'What's the big deal here, that's Chris Noth right?' ... And I as a huge-SATC-fan think it's weird 'cause we all know Big and Carrie (SJP) are a couple and I've never seen Charlotte and Big so close with each other. This was probably one of my many non-interesting posts ever. Source

let love free

2009-05-03T22:46:00.003+02:00

If you love someone let it free. When it comes back it is yours, when it does not come back it never was.

I love sayings like these, thank you Chungmei.

i found another reason to be lazy and just listen to...

2009-05-03T19:49:00.012+02:00

Elliott Yamin and his music's damn fine. His second album 'Fight For Love' will be released on May 5, 2009, but I couldn't wait any longer to hear it so I downloaded the whole album. I know I'm a bad fan for doing it lol but I'm glad I did. It's SO good. Finally a new artist I can listen to all day long. Elliott Yamin attended American Idol in 2006 and was one of the three finalists but got eliminated on May 17, 2006. Even though he didn't win American Idol, he somehow has become one of my favorite idols ever! I promise you, you WILL love him!

Elliott Yamin - Don't Be Afraid
All of his songs are hot so it really doesn't matter which song I put on here.

youngest mother EVER

2009-04-29T12:33:00.003+02:00

Lina Medina (born September 27, 1933, in Paurange, Peru) is the youngest confirmed mother in medical history, giving birth at the age of 5 years, 7 months and 21 days.

Sick...

snow white's apple

2009-04-29T12:23:00.017+02:00

Perhaps another reason for me to buy a MacBook?
Source

forever the sickest KITCHEN

2009-04-29T00:29:00.005+02:00

More info @ compact kitchen (sorry it's German!) Pictures are rad enough.

cutest babies AND rats(?) ever!

2009-04-29T00:17:00.002+02:00

Yes rats and babies. Click on the pictures to see more!!

one of my favorite websites turned into crap

2009-04-28T23:53:00.013+02:00

MySpace sigh... I was just editing my friends profile and he has the latest version of MySpace 2.0 I'm used to do my own thing with HTML codes and I still love doing it but the new version totally screwed things up! The website does almost everything for you and it's slightly impossible for you to add your own HTML codes! I don't even know where to put all the codes and I was the queen (LOL) of making MySpace layouts! Woah, ego boost?! It even has lots of other layouts for your profile but they're all fugly as hell. That's why my friend asked me to help him with his profile *proud*. And if you have MySpace do NOT change it to 2.0 and wait 90 days or longer to get the old one back 'cause you WON'T! Anyway, I doubt that I'll be having MySpace forever. Thank God I still have the old version of it.

Yeah...

hot momma

2009-04-28T16:00:00.015+02:00

A few weeks ago my mom came back from her 3 week vacation in China. She wanted to make photos so she did a photoshoot with my aunt (her younger sister who lives in China). My Gma called me twice today to ask me about the pictures lol. Oh yea, too lazy to put them all up here. Btw I just quickly made them to post it ASAP on my blog, don't mind the quality. I think she looks gorgeous on every picture! Click to enlarge.

myspace

2009-04-28T12:18:00.002+02:00

Click on the picture to go to my profile.

thanks to mitchel davis' tweet

2009-04-27T17:25:00.001+02:00

twilight

2009-04-26T16:54:00.004+02:00

Last night I saw the movie Twilight for the first time. I heard it was very good, and indeed I absolutely loved it! Except I got interrupted by my brother at the most exciting scene of the film, the kiss scene lol. I do think the movie was very predictable but whatever, Edward Cullen is GORGEOUS. He's so handsome, not so much in real life though lol. It's definitely worth 2 hours of your day. Can't wait for the sequel 'New Moon'!

just let the song do it's job

2009-04-25T20:25:00.007+02:00

i could just listen to this song forever and do nothing all day long... join me won't you? especially the guitar part at 2:28-2:46.

forever the sickest cappella group

2009-04-21T20:10:00.003+02:00

thanks to Ouxu.

well that's just fabulous

2009-04-21T18:53:00.008+02:00

I still get goosebumps everytime I see this finale scene of Sex and the City.

Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous...'

Song: Candi Station - You've got the love

this is why i love mitchell davis

2009-04-21T17:28:00.004+02:00

Such a useless website, but I think it's still funny. COLORFLIP
One of the many many reasons for you to start loving Mitchell Davis.

"After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart. The best thing we can do is breath and reboot."

2009-04-18T19:50:00.003+02:00

- Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City.

emarosa

2009-04-11T19:41:00.009+02:00

Amazing album.

my blog

2009-04-11T19:39:00.002+02:00

is so lame compared to other blogs LOL.

headphones

2009-04-11T19:33:00.004+02:00

Makes music 31235 times hotter.
Sennheiser HD 555.

i want john mayer...

2009-04-04T17:04:00.001+02:00

with Elmo lol.

if the sun didn't already made my day

2009-04-02T17:05:00.002+02:00

than this totally did.

tweeeet

2009-04-01T22:11:00.004+02:00

Follow me: TINGTC

mr president

2009-04-01T21:57:00.005+02:00

Got it for my birthday from a very sweeeeet buddy > ELVIS.
Yes he's named after the Elvis Presley + lol at the price label.
Don't care, love the book!

britney what?

2009-03-31T22:28:00.004+02:00

You know Britney's new single If You Seek Amy?
My bro just explained to me why it's called If You Seek Amy.
Still lame lol.

If - F / You - U / S - C / eek - K / Amy - ME